In May of 2001 Matt was required to do a project – on himself. The cover page is full of drawings of the things he liked most that year; the Titanic, Trains (of course), the Sears Tower (tallest building), the atomic bomb explosion (history) and Johnny Bravo (a cartoon character).
His table of contents lists the categories he had to cover;
1. a photograph of himself – which was a picture of him and me at the river
2. vital data
3. My people
4. My heritage
5. Who am I?
6. What I do
7. Favorite things
8. Changing
9. Steps to change
10. Tomorrow.
Vital Data
Date of birth: I was born Jan 14, 1986. Age: My age is 15. General Description of Myself: Height: 5 foot 9 inches tall, weight: 160 pounds, hair – short + brown, eyes – bule, nice, gentle, - man, I’m pretty. Little feet, little muscles but very smart.
My People
The people that are important to me are my brothers, Chris + Jacob, and my sister, Sarah. My Mama and Papa are also important. My Ms. Austin is special and my best friend Kevin. Chris is graduating. Jacob loves magic cards. Kevin is in my class! Ms. Austin is sweet! Sarah will be driving! My daddy is nuts! My Mama is crazy! (these last 2 were meant to be funny – but hmmm, it could be true . . .)
My Heritage
This is a family tree that I helped him draw with all the members from both sides of our Brady-Bunch type marriage.
Who am I? (Matt was suppose to describe how he saw his personality)
Matthew is an 8th grader. I don’t like homework, But I like high school and my friends. I am autistic. I see and do things different than other people. I work slower than most people. I like to draw anything. Drawing helps me remember facts. I can’t look at people because I feel uncomfortable. I don’t make friends easy. Don’t like change + food texturies bother me. Mama takes care of me at home, Ms. Austin helps me out at school.
What I do (Areas where Matt feels good about who he is)
I like to play sports like golf and soccer. I was at Special Olympics for 5 years. I won 13 blue ribbons. I did 3 science projects and won 2 grand prize, and 1 red ribbon. I like Titanic movie and work on a model the ship. I best thing is drawing. I like to draw carton characters. My favorite place is the
My Favorite Things
Music – I like to sing with my favorite songs.
Motherless Child – by Eric Clapton
I Don’t Want Miss a Thing – by Aerosmith
Touch of Grey – Grateful Dead
I’m Eighteen – Creed
T.V. – these shows make me laugh
Three Stooges – I like Curly the best, he’s funny + makes funny noises
Cartoon Cartoon Fridays – Ed, Edd, n’ Eddie, Powerpuff Girls, Johnny Bravo, Dexter’s Lab, Cow and Chicken, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Mike, Lu and Og and I am Weasel
Movies – I like comedies because they make me laugh
Jackie Chan’s Who Am I?, Wayne’s World, Blues Brothers 2000, + Mousehunt.
Sports: I like to watch all kinds of sports. I want my teams to win.
Baseball, Basketball, Golf, Hockey, Soccer, Bowling, and Tennis
Hobbies: I like these things because they make me feel good. Things I like to do -
Drawing, playing games, listen to the music, ride mt scooter, watching TV, eat at McDonald’s
Changing ( Matt was to describe how he would like to change within 5 years)
I would like to graduate with good grades and lots of friends. My goal is to go to
Steps for Change
I need to feel comfortable with people so I can study at
Tomorrow. ( 20 years later and Matt is to write a letter to describe what his life is like)
Dear Kevin,
I graduated from high school with you. I’ll so graduate
Well, that’s it. If you read between the lines (as I do) then you can see a self awareness emerging in Matt. He was grappling with some very tough emotions. He wanted so much to be like others his age. Matt was 15 years old. He felt different and alone. He had dreams and set goals. As I read his words my heart ached all over again. Oh, if I could have only made it just a bit easier for him . . .
These words, Matt’s words, were written 9 years ago when Matt was still a child. Things have changed quit a bit since then. Matt has eye-contact now. He speaks more easily with others and he likes meeting new people. His choice in colleges has changed over the years from RU to Virginia Tech. He knows how to drive a car (he just doesn’t drive). He goes to college (it’s just part-time). So even if he hasn’t conquered all those goals – yet – we know he will one day.
We working on those dreams, but we move slow in the world of autism. Eventually, we’ll get him to where he needs to be.
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